REDWOOD VALLEY, CALIFORNIA · 2026
She Was Always Here
Are you tired of managing your emotions and ready to finally meet them?
This retreat is for the woman who has tried the yoga, the breathwork, the self-help books, the spiritual podcasts and still feels like something is missing. Something deeper.
The woman everyone calls for support, who is aching for support of her own.
The woman who always says yes, afraid of what she’ll lose if she says no. The woman who has prioritized everyone else’s comfort over her own for far too long.
This is for the woman who is ready to stop reading, thinking, optimizing, and improving and is ready to simply feel.
I Need This
An Invitation Home
Somatic rage release. Boundary work. Fire circles. Cacao at sunrise. Bare feet on the earth. Song. Dance. Freedom.
This weekend you’ll have the chance to question the belief that healing means only peace and love, and explore your full spectrum.
You will explore…
What an authentic yes and no feels like in your body. Saying yes because you mean it. Saying no without the fear of losing anyone.
Freeform expression through song, dance, and movement deepening your intuitive connection to how your body actually wants to express.
A safe space to express your full spectrum of self witnessed by a loving, supportive circle of women.
Not a memory of a nice weekend away.
A shift you carry back into your real life.
I’m Ready to Feel
Hi, I’m Kylie.
little me
Who I Am
I'm a yoga teacher and somatic facilitator, with a passion for honoring the full spectrum of being human. Before any of that, I'm someone who spent years performing wellness before I ever actually felt it. I built this retreat for the little girl who was told she'd never be enough. The little girl who made herself smaller. Who was taught that saying no wasn't safe. To that little girl that lives within you: it's time to re-write the story.
I am resilient. I am capable. I am safe to express every single part of myself.
And so are you.
My Story
I used to say yes to everything (from wellness trends to drinking) because I wanted to be perceived a certain way. Not because it was true.
Before this work found me, I was doing all the "right" things. Yoga, breathwork, performative wellness, and pretending I only ever felt peace and joy. Underneath it, I was suppressing fear, rage, grief. So disconnected from my own body I could barely hear what it needed.
Slowly, through ecstatic dance, song circles, and rage release, I found something I didn’t expect…
What I’ve Learned
Freedom didn't come from being perceived the right way. It didn’t come from only feeling one thing. Freedom came from having the capacity to feel everything and finding peace inside of that.
I found peace amongst fear, without it paralyzing me. Peace amongst rage. Amongst grief. Amongst every single thing I once believed I had to get rid of in order to be healed.
There was no magic meditation, no perfect supplement, no right amount of self-optimization that got me there. There’s nothing I needed to shed, and nothing new I needed to add.
Exactly as you are right now, the rage, the grief, the fear, the anxiety, the thoughts you’d rather not have, you are already enough. Already complete.
WHERE YOU’LL STAY
The Barn House
Imagine waking up in a room full of women, surrounded by forest light at sunrise.
You smell cacao simmering as you dress for morning practice. Outside, the lake sits still and quiet. Inside, there's warmth, laughter, and loving women moving slowly into the day with you.
A six-bed, community-oriented shared sleeping space.
300 acres of forest + 3-mile “Lake Trail” loop.
18-acre lake with provided canoes, kayaks, and life jackets.
Completely off grid.
Wood-burning stove with unlimited firewood.
Claim my bed
How the Days Unfold
EARLY MORNING
Wake with the sun. Cacao in hand. Morning somatic practice incudling movement, song, connection, gratitude.
LATE MORNING
A nourishing brunch, shared slowly.
MIDDAY
Rest. Connection. Whatever your body needs.
AFTERNOON
The deeper work . Rage release, boundary work, inner child play.
EVENING
Fire circle. Dancing. Stars. Yin yoga to close the day.
SUNDAY · ORR HOT SPRINGS
Head out of the Barn House together, then move to Orr Hot Springs for the day to soak and rest in the natural mineral springs, steam room, and sauna. Stay as late as you’d like. There’s no schedule pulling you away. Let the weekend end slowly, on your own time.
This is just a glimpse. Your actual days will unfold exactly as they’re meant to.
What’s Waiting for You
A small circle of no more than 7 women
Nourishing meals, made with you in mind. Brunch, dinner, and little bites in between
Two all inclusive nights at the Barn House, blankets and all
Daily cacao, movement, and somatic release, guided every step of the way
A welcome gift, waiting for you on arrival
A pre-retreat group call, to arrive already held before you even step onto the land
A post-retreat integration call, so you don’t have to carry this transformation alone
A take-home ritual bundle including cacao, palo santo + smudge kit, a crystal, and one month of free access to my online library
A full day at Orr Hot Springs on Sunday
BEYOND THE WEEKEND
What Waits for You, After
01
A New Relationship With Your Yes and No
Space to explore what it feels like to say no without losing anyone, and yes because you mean it—not because you’re afraid of what happens if you don’t.
02
Deeper Capacity for the Full Spectrum. Joy, Rage, and Everything Between.
A chance to practice feeling what’s actually there, instead of only the parts that are easy for everyone else to be around.
03
A Circle of Women Who Don’t Need You to Perform
Women who witness you without asking you to hold it together, explain yourself, or make it easy for them.
04
A Deeper Conversation With Your Body
More curiosity about what your body has been asking for, and space to let it move, express, and be heard through song, dance, and movement.
YOUR PLACE AT THE RETREAT
Pricing
Choose the space that lets you arrive exactly as you are.
EARLY BIRD
First 3 spots or until September 15th
ROOM
PRICE
PAYMENT PLAN
Twin
$1,150
$1,200
Queen
$1,225
$1,275
Tent
$650
$700
REGULAR PRICING
After September 15th
ROOM
PRICE
PAYMENT PLAN
Twin
$1,260
$1,310
Queen
$1,335
$1,385
Tent
$760
$810
A GENTLE FIRST STEP
Book an Exploration Call
A space to ask your questions, feel into the retreat, and see whether this weekend is the right next step for you.
Book an Exploration Call